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Post by tempest on Jan 23, 2008 21:50:33 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
"W-why...?" Good finally asked, eyes growing desperate. She wanted to know this now... so badly. It couldn't be held back in her mind any longer. "W-why does e-veryone wanna p-rotect me...?"
Why was she considered so special? There were so many other people they could protect! Yet they picked her...why? Good watched him, wanting the answer to the question. It seemed like everyone pinpointed her to protect, and she wanted to know why....
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Jan 23, 2008 22:01:35 GMT -5
"... I wanna protect you because I like you... Because you're nice... Because you're kind... B-Because you're beautiful... You're face is beautiful... I've never looked below your face," Felix said, turning red.
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Post by tempest on Jan 23, 2008 22:34:18 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said....
A compliment had never been apart of her life, at least, not a good compliment. The kind words sat in her mind and she blinked. Never had anyone said anything to her like that before. She tilted her head and her eyebrows furrowed thoughtfully. Good was unsure of how to reply, so she didn't. She merely looked down at the ground, staring at her feet. The last part made no sense to her. Beautiful...and not looking below her face...those were gibberish to her ears. Good was used to people examining her body, there was nothing wrong with that to her. As for the other part, she'd never heard it before. Except for a compliment to her body...but always in the bad perverted sense, never in a good way. Really, the compliments were a foriegn language to her. Yet, she picked up something strange. He was also so red around her...what was wrong with him?
"H-how much does F-elix-san like m-me...?" She questioned, looking up at him. There was just something....
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Jan 23, 2008 22:39:12 GMT -5
"I can honestly say that I like you a lot more then I like myself," Felix said, sighing. "I guess it's hard to like yourself more then others when you know you should've died some time ago and didn't because of immortality and... pheonix blood... I like you more then anything and anyone in the world... I... I l-love you..."
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Post by tempest on Jan 23, 2008 22:59:33 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
A frown crossed her face as her ears twitched. The small vampire listened in silence till he finished speaking. Such foriegn words...never had they ever kissed her ears. Scarlet eyes saddening, she didn't know what to do. Good looked back down at her feet, trying to comprehend them. Trying to make some sorta sense out of the words. What was love? How strong was that word? Maybe she shouldn't have asked...probably would've been better not to know. Good was in trance, it seemed, thinking hard on it. But there was just nothing....nothing but blankness. There was no such word in her word bank inside her head. There was no such feeling, she assumed. At least, not in her life.
"U-um..." she muttered, not sure at all what to say. How do you respond to something you have no knowledge of...?
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Jan 23, 2008 23:19:00 GMT -5
"You don't know about love... No one's ever shown you love, have they? No one's wanted to take care of you before... All they cared about was making a profit off of you." Felix felt tears come to his eyes thinking about a life like that. "That's just wrong... To put someone through so much hate and suffering... To make someone live a life without any love."
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Post by tempest on Jan 24, 2008 15:25:09 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
No one had ever shown her love, no. He was right on that. But, did that mean she wasn't supposed to know love? That word she had never once heard nor felt in her life. Maybe she just wasn't supposed to love...nor was she supposed to be loved. A friendship was another thing, a seperate from love. Good could have friends...but she guessed she couldn't "love" someone. What did that feel like, anyway? She hadn't a clue at all. But then, that would mean that he shouldn't love her. It would be one-sided...and that would only hurt someone. Such confusing thoughts...yet she seemed to understand them.
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Jan 24, 2008 17:23:47 GMT -5
"N-No... I-I won't let you live a life without love... I-I won't!" Felix said stubbornly as if he were telling a parent he wouldn't do his chores. "I... I can't... I won't!" Suddenly he wrapped his arms around her. It was soft so that she could pull away if she wanted, but it was around her stomach, not her areas, keeping away from there.
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Post by tempest on Jan 24, 2008 18:36:57 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
Good looked up and flinched at his words. She looked dumbfounded for a moment, not knowing what happened. But, she realized soon that he was very close. His arms were around her, and instantly as she realized did her eyes glaze over. Her whole body shuddered in an instinct and in the blink of an eye she was no longer there. She stood far away, eyes wide with puzzlement and surprise, as well as the dumbfounded look. Part of her was scared while the other was trying to figure out what the hell had just happened. Her eyes turned wary and she watched him. Such quick gestures, it frightened her. Good shivered again, eyes never leaving him. Friends...she could have friends...but never love. That word...she wanted to know what it truely meant. It was eating at her mind, but she pushed it away. It was better to forget that word. Better to never remember it, and to just let it disappear from her mind...
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Jan 24, 2008 18:57:03 GMT -5
Felix felt her pull away the minute he touched her. He sighed, feeling no love inside her. She had recieved no love, so how could she love. He smiled sadly, but the tears were obvious signs of negative emotion. "I-I see... Well... I... I guess it can't be helped..." He turned around and began to walk away.
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Post by tempest on Jan 24, 2008 19:38:02 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said..
Her eyes grew full of concern and depression, seeing the tears. A feeling of sympathy swelled up inside of her. A soft whimper escaped her throat as he walked off. Good took a hesitant step after him.
"N-no..."
Good didn't want him to be sad....didn't want him to cry over her.
"W-ait...don't..w-why...why a-re you...? Why a-are you c-crying....?"
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Jan 24, 2008 19:39:26 GMT -5
(Might wanna finish that code.)
Felix turned to face her, his smile fake, all happiness hidden behind sadness. "I'm crying... b-because I can't show you love... B-Because I can't help you even if I tried... I'm g-good for nothing."
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Post by tempest on Jan 24, 2008 20:18:51 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
"W-what....? N-o!" Good whined, eyes widening desperately. "D-on't think that..."
She looked down at her feet, now feeling really guilty. "N-not because of m-me...don't t-hink that...please...?"
Would it be better if she was just forgotten? Good wondered this, if he could forget her...then maybe it'd be better. Or maybe if they both settled on just friends? She frowned, but would that be too hard on him? For her to not love him and he be only her friend, when he quite possibly wanted more? It was all so confusing, it made her take a step back. What stress...it was hard to manage...
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Jan 24, 2008 20:41:48 GMT -5
"Why do you always feel so abused? Even around those who would want to protect you... Isn't it hard to be so afraid all of the time? Wouldn't it just be nice to forget all the fear and all the pain?" Felix asked.
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Post by tempest on Jan 24, 2008 20:51:07 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
"I-I can't h-elp it..." Good whispered, stepping back again. Her hand moved over her heart and she looked at him. Her eyes swelled up with depression again. "I-I'm sorry....I-I haven't b-een free...f-for long...I-it's hard to l-et go..."
Another step back. Even those who wanted to protect her...even she could not get used to them. Yin and Evil were ok...but they were her gender, she felt safer with them.
Maybe one day....
"I-I am...g-going now...."
Good looked down at her feet, "p-please....d-don't be s-ad because of m-me...."
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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