Post by Felix Falora on Jul 10, 2008 0:02:11 GMT -5
If you'll refer to NintendoNut's severely pissed off topic, yes! It was my goddamn fault it started. Now pieandchips didn't have to bring in that FUCKING CHEAP ASS BLACK MAGE, but I was the one who brough Rip Van in at first. I brought her in on a whim that nothing too bad would happen if Felix suffered some injuries and that maybe Perceval could heal him. And then Cleric and Teala come in. Now I can't yell at these guys because I was too STUPID in forgetting to make the thread a one on one, yet another fault I'm ashamed for, but was the C-Section necessary. Now I see it's been reversed, I'm happy about that, but why in the first place?! *headdesk* Can't healing magic pass through a person's body to the child? Why?! *sigh* But once again, I can't yell for anyone joining because I stupidly left the topic open, a mistake I'm never planning on letting happen again. Now this is why I never asked for staff position. I'm usually the most active one on this site, on this site at times where people question my sanity, but I've never asked for even a Mod position because I'm a sucky ass leader. I've run many an RPing site... Run my ass, I only a few good RPing sites and they died too. Every site I've ever had a staff position on I've either forgotten about or it died some time after or maybe I'm just inactive like that. I'm majorly depressed about plenty of things that I shouldn't even be depressed about. My parents would say this is just a site. When it comes to YouTube, my parents would call them idiots. When it comes to reality, like some time ago when I lost my chance at getting a girlfriend due to her asshole of a friend, my parents would say not to worry about it, that she's not worth my time if she lets this guy choose for her. Well I am depressed. I'm depressed at my own stupitidy. I'm depressed because of humanity's ignorance towards people that are different from them. I'm depressed at the fact that I can't seem to keep a friend for too long no matter how hard I try. My best friend ever... Things are happening that may be seperating us without us even knowing it. I had another friend that I held for a long time, but then I stopped being his friend when he became a real asshole and then phone molested me! It's not because he was a guy, but because he was being a retarded jerk about it. As if you just ask for sex out of nowhere. It scared the shit out of me considering nightmares that had me being raped. Anyway... Yeah, I appologize for any annoyances or irritations that this topic may cause, but I also appologize for being a stupid little bastard that can't seem to get anything right.
