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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 20, 2008 23:04:58 GMT -5
"I see... I hoped not the minute I saw that aura, that I was just dreaming and that I would wake up with Masahiro worried over me, but... he's gone..."
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Post by nintendonut1 on Feb 20, 2008 23:09:37 GMT -5
As gently as he could, as if fearing Felix could shatter upon contact, Double D took Felix's hand into his own and found himself staring right into his eyes sincerely.
"I'm sorry. I truly am."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 20, 2008 23:12:48 GMT -5
"It's... It's ok... D-Do not blame yourself... It's my fault for falling in love... With the wrong person," Felix said. He looked down and sighed. "I fell in love with this girl... But she had been through what I just went through... for nearly her entire life. She fears all men more then I could ever fear my own brother... I wanted to be her friend... But I think my positive feelings scared her... I confessed I loved her... And she told me she hated me and that she could never love... If I had never fallen in love with her, this would've never happened... I still love her now, but not to that degree... Not like Masahiro 'loves' me."
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Post by nintendonut1 on Feb 20, 2008 23:17:50 GMT -5
"I see." Double D's hand had never left Felix's. For the angel's sake, for comfort. "Love always... complicates things."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 20, 2008 23:19:50 GMT -5
"True... Love loves no one... When you think you're in love, you may only end up with Heartbreak... You never know until..."
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Post by nintendonut1 on Feb 20, 2008 23:24:48 GMT -5
"...yes," Double D nodded, beginning to space out. "Love is a terrifying, wonderful thing. You never know the outcome, but in the meantime, the emotions you cycle through are so raw and powerful there's just nothing else in this universe that could invoke such a..."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 20, 2008 23:29:51 GMT -5
Felix stood up as Double D blabbered, but as he stood, his legs shook too much and he ended up falling into Double D, his lips falling on the other boy's. His eyes widened, but he didn't pull away.
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Post by nintendonut1 on Feb 20, 2008 23:33:54 GMT -5
Double D was comPLETELY taken by surprise, and he was shut right up and his eyes also widened.
Good lord, I'm kissing another boy, what do I do, this is so wrong, how can his lips be... so... soft... he... His thoughts slowly trailed away, and he didn't pull away either.
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 20, 2008 23:39:46 GMT -5
Felix was suddenly lost in that familiar feeling again and he realized that his pain and agony was being swept away. It was like with Good... All the pain of Leon hurting him had just went away... He had been happy with her... I'm in... I'm in love... With Eddward... But... But isn't this against God?... No... No, if it were against God... It wouldn't be so right...
It is not against God.
Felix's eyes widened more as the angel spoke. (Argh, pissing off the Lord each minute XD)
Humans made that up when they rewrote the Bible out of their own hatred... Adam and Eve may have been real... But people who are born this way cannot be condemned for living... They cannot change... It is the same with you... You may have the right and ability to choose a female being, but love is love, and no matter who you love, you should treasure that love should he or she treasure it back... That is the true word of the Lord... Love...
Love... Felix thought softly as his eyes closed in content. He was... He was in love... And it was alright... With all these thoughts now clarified, he had no more to fear, no more to worry about... He was at peace again.
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Post by nintendonut1 on Feb 21, 2008 0:01:50 GMT -5
(I think you meant "content." XD "Comtempt" means the complete opposite. A lotta people mix those words up XD)
Double D himself was battling with right and wrong just as Felix was.
But in the end, it didn't matter. Felix needed someone, after all the pain and suffereing he had endured, someone to have faith in, to protect him...
...to love him.
With his doubt removed, Double D shiftly ever so slightly to return the kiss fully.
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 21, 2008 6:52:37 GMT -5
And in the end, things worked out, because Felix and Double D felt the same way for each other. Double D may have felt that Felix needed someone, but he could not deny his own feelings as angels sang silently around the two, signifying another couple's formation... No one could deny any positive feelings felt between the two... Except Double D's friends perhaps, and most liely, they'd understand, whether they freaked out at first or not.
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Post by nintendonut1 on Feb 21, 2008 11:26:17 GMT -5
Very slowly, they parted.
"....well, then..." Double D took his hand. "...let's go back to bed. It's cold in here."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 21, 2008 11:37:29 GMT -5
"Um... yeah... Of course," Felix said, his cheeks red.
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Post by nintendonut1 on Feb 21, 2008 11:46:26 GMT -5
Double D smiled, amusing by his adorable demenour. He helped Felix stand up and led him back to bed.
"Good night, Felix," he whispered in the angel's ear, kissing him on the cheek.
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 21, 2008 18:17:32 GMT -5
"G-Good night Eddward," Felix said, red as he laid next to the genius Ed boy, kissing him softly on the cheek as well.
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