Post by Felix Falora on Jun 6, 2009 11:44:52 GMT -5
I really hate him! Nowadays I've begun to question the reasons why I let him live... to keep from going to jail... to hold on to whatever shread of sanity I have left... I WANT TO KILL HIM! And I'm not speaking figuratively. I literally WANT TO FUCKING KILL HIM! And not in a quick, painless fashion either; I want to draw out his death and make him scream, make him feel all the pain he has caused me!
No matter what he thinks or says, he has never been anything other to me then a slave driver. FUCK THE FACT THAT HE'S YOUNG! FUCK THE FACT THAT HE'S IMMATURE! FUCK THE FACT THAT HE SUPPOSEDLY DOESN'T KNOW ANY BETTER! HE'S BEEN DRIVING ME UP THE FUCKING WALLS FOR LIFE, TORTURING ME PHYSICALLY, PSYCHOLOGICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY... AND I'M SUPPOSED TO TAKE IT LIKE A PUNCHING BAG BECAUSE I'M OLDER THEN HIM AND CAN HURT HIM?!
I WANT TO HURT HIM! I WANT TO MAKE HIM BLEED! DON'T YOU FUCKERS (my parents) GET IT?! I HATE HIM! I FUCKING HATE HIM! NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WANT ME TO LOVE THAT DOMINEERING SELFISH INSENSATIVE FASCIST HOMOPHOBIC ASSHOLE, HE WILL NEVER CHANGE INTO SOMETHING I CAN LOVE! I WILL ALWAYS HATE HIM!
And he literally goes out of his way to torture me. I mean today I accidentally bump into him when I try to get something and appologize for it... HE GOES BATSHIT CRAZY AND STARTS PUNCHING ME! WHY THE FUCK CAN HE GET AWAY WITH THIS?! WHY CAN'T I FIGHT BACK?!
Well I'm not grounded, probably mercy for the injuries, but... they wonder why I'm so psychologically insane! Well here's the reason! I got stuck with the spawn of the devil for a brother. Any brother I could've had and it had to be this one! And whenever I get upset about it, my parents tell me to shut up and fuck off via reminding me how I used to be like that in the past and how he learned it from me... I MATURED AROUND HIS AGE, WHY CAN'T HE DO THE SAME
Summery: My brother's an asshole and I want him to die a slow, painful death.
No matter what he thinks or says, he has never been anything other to me then a slave driver. FUCK THE FACT THAT HE'S YOUNG! FUCK THE FACT THAT HE'S IMMATURE! FUCK THE FACT THAT HE SUPPOSEDLY DOESN'T KNOW ANY BETTER! HE'S BEEN DRIVING ME UP THE FUCKING WALLS FOR LIFE, TORTURING ME PHYSICALLY, PSYCHOLOGICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY... AND I'M SUPPOSED TO TAKE IT LIKE A PUNCHING BAG BECAUSE I'M OLDER THEN HIM AND CAN HURT HIM?!
I WANT TO HURT HIM! I WANT TO MAKE HIM BLEED! DON'T YOU FUCKERS (my parents) GET IT?! I HATE HIM! I FUCKING HATE HIM! NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WANT ME TO LOVE THAT DOMINEERING SELFISH INSENSATIVE FASCIST HOMOPHOBIC ASSHOLE, HE WILL NEVER CHANGE INTO SOMETHING I CAN LOVE! I WILL ALWAYS HATE HIM!
And he literally goes out of his way to torture me. I mean today I accidentally bump into him when I try to get something and appologize for it... HE GOES BATSHIT CRAZY AND STARTS PUNCHING ME! WHY THE FUCK CAN HE GET AWAY WITH THIS?! WHY CAN'T I FIGHT BACK?!
Well I'm not grounded, probably mercy for the injuries, but... they wonder why I'm so psychologically insane! Well here's the reason! I got stuck with the spawn of the devil for a brother. Any brother I could've had and it had to be this one! And whenever I get upset about it, my parents tell me to shut up and fuck off via reminding me how I used to be like that in the past and how he learned it from me... I MATURED AROUND HIS AGE, WHY CAN'T HE DO THE SAME
Summery: My brother's an asshole and I want him to die a slow, painful death.