Post by Felix Falora on Jul 3, 2009 22:25:38 GMT -5
First off, short mini rant... WHAT IS IT WITH ME AND ALL THESE RANTS?! WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE A FUCKING SOAP?! UUUUUUGH, IT JUST MAKES ME SO FUCKING ANGRY!
Ok done. Here's the real rant, or... well...
So I wouldn't call this a rant more then an emofest, but... here goes. Unlike my last rant, I'll type this clearly.
So I had a friend named Justin. He was kind and sweet, but a bit depressed. He had a few problems with the real world, mainly people messing with him. But I don't think he could cope with it. For starters, he was bi. I suppose he had problems relating to that. He often tried to make himself straight, but I think after I befriended him, I helped clear that up. Turned out he did like guys quite a bit... heh. But I think that's when it all went downhill. I'm not sure if that means I helped his suicide, making me a murderer or something like that, but I guess it was mainly boy trouble. I tried to help him out, but it didn't work. The first guy he went out with turned out to be using him for sex. It was over really, really fast, and I called help on that one, saying it wasn't a real relationship so much as lust. The second guy, Lawliet, was a really nice guy. I don't think I would've ever wished that couple to end, but I guess things were made rocky beginning with when Lawliet's mother was killed and he was nearly killed as well. Then there was another guy, Kiske, who was the brother to one of Justin's friends, and he claimed to be in love with Justin and said he would kill himself if Justin couldn't love him back. This guy just happened to rape his brother, do drugs, and was in a mental instituion. My natural advice... let the fucker die, it's not worth your hapiness. But I guess he didn't listen to me... maybe he thought not doing it would make him a killer, kinda like I wonder if my involvement makes me a killer.
I don't know what else happened from there. All I know is that he's gone. It could be a plea for attention, but I doubt he's coming back. If he does come back, I'll be pissed off with him, that's for damn sure. I'm not nearly as depressed as I could be... maybe the fact I don't have any proof he's dead is the cause of that. But I do have a message on what he put on his profile for chatango, the message board we use here on TwilightSucks.
"good bye everyone friends non friends former friends this world dosnt need me nor wants me im leaving for good and may my suicide come swift and painless"
There ya go... Long story short, I think I may have lost one of my closest friends to suicide.
Ok done. Here's the real rant, or... well...
So I wouldn't call this a rant more then an emofest, but... here goes. Unlike my last rant, I'll type this clearly.
So I had a friend named Justin. He was kind and sweet, but a bit depressed. He had a few problems with the real world, mainly people messing with him. But I don't think he could cope with it. For starters, he was bi. I suppose he had problems relating to that. He often tried to make himself straight, but I think after I befriended him, I helped clear that up. Turned out he did like guys quite a bit... heh. But I think that's when it all went downhill. I'm not sure if that means I helped his suicide, making me a murderer or something like that, but I guess it was mainly boy trouble. I tried to help him out, but it didn't work. The first guy he went out with turned out to be using him for sex. It was over really, really fast, and I called help on that one, saying it wasn't a real relationship so much as lust. The second guy, Lawliet, was a really nice guy. I don't think I would've ever wished that couple to end, but I guess things were made rocky beginning with when Lawliet's mother was killed and he was nearly killed as well. Then there was another guy, Kiske, who was the brother to one of Justin's friends, and he claimed to be in love with Justin and said he would kill himself if Justin couldn't love him back. This guy just happened to rape his brother, do drugs, and was in a mental instituion. My natural advice... let the fucker die, it's not worth your hapiness. But I guess he didn't listen to me... maybe he thought not doing it would make him a killer, kinda like I wonder if my involvement makes me a killer.
I don't know what else happened from there. All I know is that he's gone. It could be a plea for attention, but I doubt he's coming back. If he does come back, I'll be pissed off with him, that's for damn sure. I'm not nearly as depressed as I could be... maybe the fact I don't have any proof he's dead is the cause of that. But I do have a message on what he put on his profile for chatango, the message board we use here on TwilightSucks.
"good bye everyone friends non friends former friends this world dosnt need me nor wants me im leaving for good and may my suicide come swift and painless"
There ya go... Long story short, I think I may have lost one of my closest friends to suicide.
