KELSEY, GIVE ME LUCAS!

[Felix Falora]

Your little brother gets along with you, right? I'm so happy for you, so happy that you never have to go through the HORROR and the TERROR a brother like mine has to give. And I'm not being sarcastic, I'm speaking genuinely from the heart. Because ever since my little brother got X-Box Live, he's become even MORE of a horror story.

I didn't think it was possible to hate him even more then I did, but there he goes, on X-Box Live, telling people that I'm gay and I like to fuck men in the ass... I think he even said once I liked to fuck animals. And he's become more violent; if I ask him to be quiet, he'll smack me in the face. He did once, got grounded for a month, but then did "good behavior" and got off early. He nearly stabbed me in the SHOULDER once for it. God fucking damn X-Box Live for making him this way.

I mean I don't know what to do with him. If I try to tell on him, he'll dangle blackmail evidence over my face until I can do nothing but let him get away with it. I swear... sometimes I feel like a rape victim haunted by the memory of the rapist that violated her... only my rapist lives with me -_-

One more year... one more fucking year until I get out of this house... and he decided to degenerate into a monster. It's like he's intentionally trying to make me commit suicide or, even better, murder him and go to jail for it. I just can't take it anymore, I can't! When I go to college, I'll find a way to pay for room and board and then, when I graduate, I plan on moving to Canada. (Sorry Kelsey, but earthquakes scare me.)

[nintendonut1]

Oh, please, we haven't had an earthquake for months, and the last one was only a 3.5. Our buildings are BUILT for this shit, man!
But anyways... sorry for the X-box Live troubles. Nobody really knows who you are, though, right? How much credit can they really give your brother?

[Felix Falora]

They're highly unpredictable and some have even led to volcanoes, which I have a great fear of. I fear volcanoes so bad I'd rather skydive without a parachute then climb one. I'm more used to hurricanes unfortunately =p If I was born in California, maybe earthquakes wouldn't bother me. But I never suffered one, so... yeah.

[nintendonut1]

What!? Thre are NO volcanos even REMOTELY close to California! They're all far off in the Pacific, underwater, and they won't emerge for another few THOUSAND years!
There's nothing scary about them if you know how to respond to one. I remember that last one, we had the radio on. We felt a bit of the shake, but we mistook it for our crappy laundry washer (the kind that don't stay put and rock around everywhere XD) until the radio DJ went "WHOA, EARTHQUAKE" and we were all, "huh? earthquake? really?XD"
The only thing was that all cellphones couldn't connect to a line for an hour, but they're working to fix that right now.

[Felix Falora]

Even so, paranoia, especially with what my mother has told me. And even if I get over it, I won't be able to move because I won't be able to take my family with me... I mean, I guess I could be heartless and leave them behind, never visit them, never talk to them, etc... but I'm not like that.

[nintendonut1]

Well, it's your decision once you're an adult. As long as you can take care of yourslef, y'know?
As one paranioa fiend to another (my fixation is on 2012), don't let it bother you.
And one other note: if you've seen "Volcano," it is a BLATENT lie.

[Felix Falora]

Sept 26, 2009 19:40:17 GMT -5 nintendonut1 said:

Well, it's your decision once you're an adult. As long as you can take care of yourslef, y'know?
As one paranioa fiend to another (my fixation is on 2012), don't let it bother you.
And one other note: if you've seen "Volcano," it is a BLATENT lie.

I know volcanoes won't form like that, but earthquakes would still scare me because of the shaking that just happens out of nowhere... even with the knowledge I was safe, it would probably still be shocking, you know what I mean?

But like you telling me earthquakes aren't that bad, let me just say 2012 is a lie. The world won't end and, if it does, there's no reason to worry about it because that means it was our time to go. But they're just telling us the world will end to keep us paranoid and stupid so that we can do things without thinking.

[nintendonut1]

Yeah, I can understand that. Even knowing your safe, it can still gave ya the jitters. I feel that way during a thunderstorm. XD Only because we've lost power before thanks to them; watched a transporter get blown up. Tons of fun. XDDD

Yeah, I knooooow.... it'll always be nagging me, though. XD