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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 3, 2008 19:26:31 GMT -5
L nodded, then went towards the Dimensional Rift when Felix fell through it on his face. He picked himself up, rubbing his face softly, then saw Good and waved, smiling.
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Post by tempest on Feb 7, 2008 21:24:36 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
Good followed where he was going, then her eyes lit up. Oh! That's what the dimensional rift was! She put her Death Note away and began to follow. They would have to go find the Light he spoke of. Good wondered who he was. Was he a good help on the case? Good blinked and froze dead as Felix suddenly appeared. How had he found her? A frown spread across her face slightly, maybe he just couldn't forget her? As he smiled and waved at her, Good have a meek smile and waved slightly back. Then looked at L and moved slightly towards him, they'd have to go see Light soon. But first...Good looked at Felix. He would want to talk? She waited for him to say something, merely watching with a curious gaze. Why did she always run into him? Or had he been looking for her this time? What was it that made them constantly run into each other? It befuddled her to no ends. Maybe they were meant to be friends after all. That was a nice thought, and Good liked the idea, friends. That's how it was for her, right now she would only have friends. Good didn't feel ready to open up to as much as an affectionate feeling, such as love. When she was ready for that, Good would open up to such a feeling. Her eyes remained on Felix, a small smile on her lips. She would not speak until he spoke, him first.
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 7, 2008 21:37:27 GMT -5
Felix noticed L and a frown formed on his face, but he shook it off. Everything would be Ok. It had to be. "Hi Good!" he said, his voice bright.
(Somehow, this convos gonna have to go haywire for my plan... The plot on FishCrackers, dude. @.@ )
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Post by tempest on Feb 9, 2008 19:59:31 GMT -5
"Face down in the dirt she said...
Good looked down at the ground at his cheery voice. What was she to do? Was there anything she could do? The young woman lifted her head and forced a small smile to remain. Good didn't want to hurt anyone, not at all. She didn't want to hurt Felix. But her mind wondered if she'd have to in the end. It'd upset her to no ends, she knew. Had to avoid it in any way possible...had to avoid it.
"H-hello...Felix...."
Her response was hushed and her eyes shifted back to L. She wondered what the detective was thinking, not able to read thoughts. She felt utterly small at the moment, a wanting to disappear. Avoiding Felix would've been better at the moment. She didn't know how to act and react around him right now. Her mind was too confused as to where to place him. She really just had no clue what to do with him. Avoid him? Befriend him? She just didn't know.
"U-um...w-hat...brings y-you..here?"
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 9, 2008 23:54:57 GMT -5
"I was looking for you... I wanted to appologize for acting so selfish," Felix said, smiling. "Oh... Is he a friend of yours, miss?" L asked.
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Post by tempest on Feb 12, 2008 13:26:50 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
"O-oh..." Good responded quietly and she looked down. Why would he apologize? Had he been being selfish? Or had it been her? Good shook her head quietly.
"T-here's no n-need to apologize...I-I mean..."
The young girl bit her lip as she went through confusing thoughts. What was she going to do? Good didn't know where to place him in her thoughts. Friend? Acquaintance? A wanting to get away from? Would it be better if she was forgotten? There was so much she didn't know at the moment. She didn't know what to think or what to do. Her scarlet eyes shifted to L and she shrugged.
"I-I know h-im....his n-ame is Felix..."
She gave a small smile, but then frowned as she tried to think. Felix had done a lot for her, and he had been so kind. Good didn't want to hurt him. She didn't want to break his heart. But, would she have to? She shifted nervously, unaware of everything suddenly. She was lost in a swirl of thoughts that wouldn't stop coming. They flooded her mind and her emotions began to become overwhelming wild. It made the girl shudder unhappily.
What do I do...? she asked herself, but no answer came. Only more questions were coming and coming, never having a chance to be answered. This wasn't fair...why'd she get into this? Either way, she feared someone was going to get hurt. It would be all her fault, like it always was. Always her fault.... always unintentionally having to hurt someone.... always.
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 12, 2008 13:43:49 GMT -5
"U-Ummm... G-Good-chan, are you... Are you ok?" Felix asked.
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Post by tempest on Feb 12, 2008 14:26:32 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said..
"U-um..."Good snapped out of the thoughts, shivering. She had to make a choice now. It was either better for him to forget or for her to befriend him. Which was better? If she did befriend him, would he persist on his feelings? That would be harmful to them both. Good wasn't sure if she'd ever be able to share them. It would always be one-sided, no? Was Good possible of a word such as love? After all this pain and torture she's had for 20 years, could she learn it? Or was it forever an unknown thing to her? If it were, it would only pain them both. Good placed her hand over her unbeating heart and shuddered again. She gripped tightly to the cloth that was over it.
"P-please..." she whispered, "I-I thank y-ou...f-for everything you've d-one for me. B-but...please..."
Her eyes shifted up, a guilty look within them, "f-forget me..."
She had said it softly, hiding the pain she felt from saying it. It was going to hurt, and she knew it. She didn't want to hurt him. She didn't want to do anything that would make him unhappy. Good wasn't that kind of person she hated hurting people. It made her feel like...like she was one of those males in her past. Always hurting someone...always causing so much pain. She hated feeling like them; Good didn't want to be them. She wanted to avoid hurting someone, but sometimes it needed to be done. Good understood that fact, but she didn't like it. It made her upset, but she felt this was the best choice. It would only hurt more to not forget...and she knew that.
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 12, 2008 14:29:48 GMT -5
"But... why? Would you want me to forget you?" Felix asked, frowning.
(Have to be meaner then that, Good >3 Have to be yelling mean.)
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Post by tempest on Feb 12, 2008 14:44:36 GMT -5
"Face down in the dirt she said..."
"I-it's better that w-ay..." Good responded, "b-because I...I don't t-hink..."
Her eyes shifted down, "I am c-apable of t-he feeling y-ou hold. Everything w-ould be one-sided..i-it would only h-urt!"
Her voice had slightly risen, then fell down back to its quiet state.
"T-that's why...I-I don't k-now if..I-I'll ever get comfortable...a-around anyone."
She stepped back once and shivered. She wasn't comfortable, and she knew it. Not around L, nor around Felix. For now, she was going to be very uneasy. It would be predicted nearly a year till she was able to stand beside a male and not shiver. Other the months she would improve, though. It would be gradual. But it would only be towards the males she got to know better that she would be comfortable. A stranger would forever strike the instinct of fear upon her. Of course, she didn't know she was going to improve. She didn't know any of this. Good was guessing she'd never get better, and she wouldn't in some aspects. She was scarred with a scar that could never be healed. It was an permanent emotional scar.
"I-it would just b-e better...please...l-listen."
Good lifted her head and gazed at him, the natural fear in her eyes but also the guilt that was overwhelming her. How long would it take for him to understand, she wondered?
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 12, 2008 15:25:27 GMT -5
"Maybe I was rushing things... I know and I'm sorry... But I still really want to be your friend. I don't want to forget you," Felix said.
(She still has to say she hates him, otherwise My December is not in the right aspect because Felix doesn't usually overexaggerate things.)
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Post by tempest on Feb 22, 2008 9:59:19 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
"W-well..." Good bit her lip, eyes glazing over with pain. She didn't want to be harsh. Good wasn't a harsh person by nature and never did she intend on being harsh. Would she be forced to try and be? She had never been before, and she didn't know what to say. She stepped back a bit and looked down. She then shook her head and said quietly.
"P-please go a-way....I-I..d-don't want to s-ee you."
She shuddered unhappily at her words, she tried to say the next words. But they came out merely being mouthed. She mouthed the word 'I hate you', and then quickly looked away. She wanted to run away, now. She didn't want to stick around any longer. The conversation had to end very soon as she wasn't sure how long she could keep this up. She didn't hate him, and she knew that. She was greatful to him for helping her and trying to be friendly. If the time would ever come that he needed help, then Good would gladly help him. She didn't think she could now, though. She had just...what had she done...?
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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Post by Felix Falora on Feb 22, 2008 10:52:41 GMT -5
Felix was struck down like an arrow had just pierced his heart. L's eyes widened, but they were still emotionless as ever. I hate you. Those three words were commonly said at him, but... to a boy as innocent as Felix... Surely they were not deserved. Felix turned and walked back into the portal. There was a depressed aura around him as he did so. And then, to L's surprise, the rift closed. "... I guess that's that then," L said. For once in his life, he wasn't sure what to say. The boy had been nothing but nice to her when he came through and she had discarded him like a piece of food she didn't want to eat.
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Post by tempest on Feb 22, 2008 12:59:37 GMT -5
Face down in the dirt she said...
Good looked down at the ground as a feeling of pure guilt washed over her. He didn't deserve this at all, and she knew it. Good wouldn't look at him as he walked towards the rift. A sigh of depression escaped her lips very quietly as he disappeared. When he was gone, she grabbed herself softly and shuddered. She remembered that L was there and had listened to the whole thing.
"I...I..." she sputtered out as he said that was that. Good shook her head, "I-I don't r-eally...I mean I.....I-I don't h-ate him..."
Her last words came out ever so quietly. She continued to shake her head, the guilty aura was all over her. "I...I didn't w-ant to...t-o say such a thing..."
Why had she said such words to him? Why? To tear him apart from her, so he'd forget her? It was best she was forgotten. Good was very sure of this. She would do nothing but hurt him if she had stuck around him. So now she had torn him away from her. If only she had been able to let him down easier! Good hated feeling this way! She felt like the bad guy, and she probably was right now. He hadn't done anything to her...yet she had just said she hated him. Why? Why had she been so harsh...?
"I-I'm sorry..." she muttered to no one in particular.
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."
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