Post by Angelic Vritra on Oct 2, 2011 22:59:32 GMT -5
Why rant: [rant] Economy sucks, no job (yet), no RL friends... that live near me, no computer (so I can't cbox), nobody wants to role-play with me on here. And, since I canNOT get to the cbox, my attempts feel like it gets ignored, overlooked, or probably boring. Sigh...
I could have sworn my vision just blurred to blank for five seconds today. Second time this has happened. I know I'm going blind in a few years. Thanks eyeballs. Just do it sooner so I won't have to look at nobody. Especially ugly people I don't like. Granted, I won't be able to see things I like, but I don't care.
Lost some friends over the weekend because I'm a dunce, klutz, idiot, you name it. Deserved it, really.
Wait, still not done because my mind is scattered. [VGrant] WHY IS THE ARCHSAGE SO EVIL IN BOF3. It kills my party with one spell attack. Dx [/VGrant] And it recovers 15000 health each turn. It's nearly as bad as those Trunked enemies in BOF4. (Treans are terrible with their high, nasty counter rate) My bro tried to help me with it, but that it still hurts. [/endVGrant]
Anyhoots, that's kind of bothering me a lot. Can't concentrate, focus anymore. I ruined life, and just have fear of being kicked out everyday. And now since losing aforementioned friends, which is my fault, I'll be really alone with nowhere to go. Sad.
Ah well, when that day happens, well... it was good having buddies that cared about the real me, rather than my charades. o3o
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I could have sworn my vision just blurred to blank for five seconds today. Second time this has happened. I know I'm going blind in a few years. Thanks eyeballs. Just do it sooner so I won't have to look at nobody. Especially ugly people I don't like. Granted, I won't be able to see things I like, but I don't care.
Lost some friends over the weekend because I'm a dunce, klutz, idiot, you name it. Deserved it, really.
Wait, still not done because my mind is scattered. [VGrant] WHY IS THE ARCHSAGE SO EVIL IN BOF3. It kills my party with one spell attack. Dx [/VGrant] And it recovers 15000 health each turn. It's nearly as bad as those Trunked enemies in BOF4. (Treans are terrible with their high, nasty counter rate) My bro tried to help me with it, but that it still hurts. [/endVGrant]
Anyhoots, that's kind of bothering me a lot. Can't concentrate, focus anymore. I ruined life, and just have fear of being kicked out everyday. And now since losing aforementioned friends, which is my fault, I'll be really alone with nowhere to go. Sad.
Ah well, when that day happens, well... it was good having buddies that cared about the real me, rather than my charades. o3o
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