Post by tsifan on Feb 11, 2012 0:27:01 GMT -5
Okay this is kinda just a short notice, but i don't really care.
This is something that may or may not apply randomly depending on my mood but regardless.
I feel as if I should leave sometimes, or at least take a crapload of days off. Probably coming off as an attention hog, which I probably am, but I haven't exactly been a wonderfully happy bag of joy. Lately I've been feeling somewhat depressed more and more lately, and I just. I don't feel that welcome here anymore.
It's almost as if I'm playing the new guy again, the occasional hello I'll notice you occasionally, the stranger. I don't go on DC that actively anymore, and to be honesty. I kinda don't want to a lot of times since I can't interact with anyone in my position. A lot of things just kinda died for me, or just wilting for the time being.
Another thing is just the fact is that I feel as if, I'm not interesting. This is something I just plain lack, nothing to be helped there with, and I kinda realized back then. I was mainly noticed more cause of DC-Stuck, but that's been on the tundra, and so has almost anything else. I don't think I'm having a point now, I'm just more free-writing so bear with me.
I guess I can say I'm not planning to leave forever, but I just. I don't feel happy in DC at the time. Another thing is that I've probably been growing more distant than anything else to everyone. Potentially how I am during the Winter, and I have to depend on my boyfriend to listen all the time.
So yeah um
That's how I feel. Sure. Congratulations to those who bothered reading this piece of shit.
This is something that may or may not apply randomly depending on my mood but regardless.
I feel as if I should leave sometimes, or at least take a crapload of days off. Probably coming off as an attention hog, which I probably am, but I haven't exactly been a wonderfully happy bag of joy. Lately I've been feeling somewhat depressed more and more lately, and I just. I don't feel that welcome here anymore.
It's almost as if I'm playing the new guy again, the occasional hello I'll notice you occasionally, the stranger. I don't go on DC that actively anymore, and to be honesty. I kinda don't want to a lot of times since I can't interact with anyone in my position. A lot of things just kinda died for me, or just wilting for the time being.
Another thing is just the fact is that I feel as if, I'm not interesting. This is something I just plain lack, nothing to be helped there with, and I kinda realized back then. I was mainly noticed more cause of DC-Stuck, but that's been on the tundra, and so has almost anything else. I don't think I'm having a point now, I'm just more free-writing so bear with me.
I guess I can say I'm not planning to leave forever, but I just. I don't feel happy in DC at the time. Another thing is that I've probably been growing more distant than anything else to everyone. Potentially how I am during the Winter, and I have to depend on my boyfriend to listen all the time.
So yeah um
That's how I feel. Sure. Congratulations to those who bothered reading this piece of shit.
