Post by ParamountKeymaster on Sept 17, 2016 11:47:17 GMT -5
Hey guys... Something's been bugging me.
I think it's no secret at this point that I've been pretty impatient. I've been keeping mostly quiet about it out of respect, but you've still had to put up with my whining now and then. I'm sorry, I can't help it. I've had so many ideas in my head for so long that this largely uneventful summer has taken a toll on me. And looking back at the inactivity now, something just crossed my mind.
Is this site dying? Or has it been dead for a while and I've just been trying to pass it off as otherwise Weekend at Bernie's style?
To be completely honest, I feel like I've associated myself with DC in ways that I never intended to. I was the one who more or less kick-started it after all the old admins and mods left. I was the one who planted the seeds of our current DCStuck arc. I don't mean to sound selfish or like I am the definitive heart and soul of this forum, but I can't help but feel like everything that's happened on here, the good and the bad, I have had a hand in, and I don't know how to feel about that.
I keep trying to get things back in motion. You guys keep saying that your muses will come back eventually. But nothing's changed. Anything that happens around here happens because of me. Heck, even Swift has openly told me that she can't bear to log back on with things looking this dismal, and I can't say I blame her. I'm tired of being constantly disappointed, and in the end, I know I'm just setting myself up for it time and time again.
With all that said, I have to honestly ask... Should I just stop trying? Is this the end of Dimensional Clash?
I think it's no secret at this point that I've been pretty impatient. I've been keeping mostly quiet about it out of respect, but you've still had to put up with my whining now and then. I'm sorry, I can't help it. I've had so many ideas in my head for so long that this largely uneventful summer has taken a toll on me. And looking back at the inactivity now, something just crossed my mind.
Is this site dying? Or has it been dead for a while and I've just been trying to pass it off as otherwise Weekend at Bernie's style?
To be completely honest, I feel like I've associated myself with DC in ways that I never intended to. I was the one who more or less kick-started it after all the old admins and mods left. I was the one who planted the seeds of our current DCStuck arc. I don't mean to sound selfish or like I am the definitive heart and soul of this forum, but I can't help but feel like everything that's happened on here, the good and the bad, I have had a hand in, and I don't know how to feel about that.
I keep trying to get things back in motion. You guys keep saying that your muses will come back eventually. But nothing's changed. Anything that happens around here happens because of me. Heck, even Swift has openly told me that she can't bear to log back on with things looking this dismal, and I can't say I blame her. I'm tired of being constantly disappointed, and in the end, I know I'm just setting myself up for it time and time again.
With all that said, I have to honestly ask... Should I just stop trying? Is this the end of Dimensional Clash?