Post by ParamountKeymaster on May 13, 2019 17:57:19 GMT -5
Deep in the human unconscious is a pervasive need for a logical universe that makes sense. But the real universe is always one step beyond logic.
Well, at least Loba had a nice collection of novels...
Mic had been keeping himself occupied with Dune, the thick tome resting in his lap as he sat on the bed of the spare room Loba had locked him inside, heedless of the passage of time. There wasn't a whole lot he could do at this given moment. One wrong move and he would lose what little trust he had gained. He had to get close to Paul, but he had to maintain this image of innocence if he was going to stay there. It was a difficult line to walk, figuring out how to actively befriend the dragon man while remaining passive enough not to alert his allies.
Of course, part of Mic knew that sitting here alone in this room wasn't doing him any favors. It was keeping the wary eyes off him, sure, but he didn't feel like any progress had been made with Paul. He didn't expect trust to come immediately –he wasn't that naïve– but he also hadn't expected such a harsh greeting. He might not have been in any pain, but he could still recall the sensation of being kicked while he was down pretty vividly, and it served to send him a clear message that these people saw only Paradiso's actions and not his own.
A heavy sigh escaped Mic's throat as he leaned on his knee and looked away from his book, instead staring at his hand. His green hand. Something about the tone made him feel that much more disgusted with himself. He wished he still had his sketchbook or a device to tinker with. He loved to read, but it didn't distract him quite as well. Then again, maybe he couldn't distract himself with this book because the protagonist shared a name with the man he was trying to cotton to.
What was he even doing here? Sure, he was here to gain Paul's trust as per Liderc's orders, but why was he here? Mic was an inventor, not an infiltrator. More importantly, he didn't want to do this. The idea of luring someone to their death made him feel irrevocably dirty, especially someone so interesting and kind. What would the world be losing if Liderc succeeded? What would at angels lose if he failed? Mic didn't have an answer for either of those questions. All he knew was that he wanted to see Paul again, but he didn't want to go through with his original plan.
He tossed the book to the foot of the bed, flopped back against the wall and stared at the ceiling. Maybe he should come clean about why he was there. If he did, though, would it only worsen the hostility being directed at him? It would definitely compromise his standing with Paradiso if he did, and he still found it morally unbearable to abandon them completely. Oh, how he envied Paul Atreides. How he wished he could see through time and find a future with the least bloodshed.
Actually... speaking of Dune, it slowly occurred to Mic that he never felt the mattress jolt from the four hundred page book landing atop it. When he cocked his head to the side, he found the novel hovering in the open air just a few inches above the bed.
"Mic."
"MUAD'DIB!" Mic squawked, scrambling upright and casting a startled glance at his sudden visitor.
Mysterion stared back at Mic, unperturbed by the angel's volume or current color. He had more important matters to see to. "What're you doing here? Change of plans?"
"Uh..." It took a few seconds for Mic to comprehend the question he was just asked. He looked down at the book again, then quickly checked the clock, instantly reaching the logical conclusion that time had been temporarily frozen. It was just him and the human boy in the hooded cape in this timeless pocket.
But what was he supposed to say? The truth? He couldn't put it past Mysterion to react with the same anger that Paul's friends had. And likely would have if they knew the whole story.
"Spontaneous, but yes. The commander ordered me to... integrate with Paul's team."
Mysterion raised an eyebrow. "I thought you were making headway with that disguising yourself as my civilian identity."
"Well, for research purposes, I was, but this is... something... different." Mic rubbed his neck and stared awkwardly at Mysterion. "Not that I don't appreciate it, but why exactly did you let me do that again?"
"Because you need to get close to Paul. Because through this acquaintanceship, both of you will naturally wind up exactly where you need to be to ensure this timeline doesn't completely collapse in on itself."
"Well, okay, but... you know that Liderc intends to kill Paul, right? I-I don't want that to happen! I'm sure you don't want that to happen, and I know Kelsey doesn't want it to happen! She would throttle me if she knew I was in on the scheme and I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP IT AND KEEP EVERYONE HAPPY!"
"Mic..." Mysterion jumped up onto the bed, down on one knee, his expression firm, serious, but warm. "You can't make everyone happy. You can only do what you believe is right. And the fact that you want my friend to live tells me that you're already on the right track."
"Then what am I supposed to do?" Mic desperately asked the boy. "You say I'm supposed to get close to him, but how do I do that without putting him in danger?"
"You can't. That's the price of war. But this is what he's learning wind magic for, isn't it?"
Mic sniffled a little and cast a somber frown at the floor. "Am I gonna betray my people?"
"If I tell you what happens, it won't happen." Mysterion placed a hand on the angel's arm. "But I can tell you this much. When the time comes, the role you play will make all the difference."
"If you say so..." Mic offered a glum little shrug before turning back to Mysterion. "So do you have any advice for my current predicament?"
"Paul's right outside the door," Mysterion answered, jabbing a thumb over his shoulder. "Once Kendall unfreezes time, you'll figure it out."
Mic straightened up upon hearing this news, his eyes flicking between Mysterion and the door.
"But I need to tell you one thing before I go."
"Huh?" Mic only barely seemed to hear him as his mind began to race, listing probable conversations he might have with Paul the moment he stepped inside.
"I don't exactly know why yet, but by tonight, Paul and a few of his friends will wind up in the desert. When that happens, you need to go with them. Someone will be waiting for you there when you do."
"Paul... Desert..." Mic had all but spaced out by then. One had to wonder if he was still thinking about the dragon man or the Kwisatz Haderach. Or both simultaneously.
Mysterion sighed and shook his head. "Don't hurt yourself, birdbrain. We still need you. Anyway, I gotta go talk to Kelsey. We'll meet again soon."
And then, right when Mic apparently snapped back to reality, Mysterion disappeared. The stillness in the atmosphere seemed to relax. The novel plopped onto the bed.
There came a knock on the door.
"Hi, uh... Minokawa, right? Can I come in?"
Mic went rigid again as that familiar voice struck his hearing ducts. Even though he had been warned that Paul was coming, he was somehow still blindsided by the request. So much so that it took him a good ten seconds to stop fretting about why Paul was here and what either of them would say. "Y-Yeah, sure, come on in!"
The door slowly swung open, making way for Paul to casually step inside. Immediately obvious was the fact that he was holding a water bottle in each hand, one of them already partially drained. "I... thought you might want a drink."
"O-Oh..." Once again, Mic was caught off guard by the gesture, but otherwise found himself unconsciously accepting it. "Thank you."
"No problem." After looking around for a moment, Paul claimed a chair in the corner, pausing to settle in and take a drink. Then he took a deep breath and looked to the angel. "Listen, I just... wanted to apologize on behalf of my friends. Tensions may be high, and I'm sure you at least understand why they feel the way they feel about your people, but that was still no excuse to make it personal. Especially since you weren't being actively hostile."
"Well... um..." Mic's cheeks flushed slightly, prompting him to crack open the bottle and guzzle down a few mouthfuls of water as if to quell the heat. "Thank you..."
"You're welcome." Paul offered a cool but tender smile, leaning forward and resting his elbows on his legs. "I'll try to keep the others in check. Keep them from being too harsh on you. Y'know... until you turn on us."
Mic responded with a weak chuckle, given that the quip was clearly intended as a joke. Then he bashfully grimaced at the wall and ran a hand through his hair. "I hope I didn't upset whatever order you fellows had established."
Paul couldn't help but snicker at the mere suggestion. What order? "It's fine. Everyone seems to be going about their business regardless. Just take care of yourself. Don't worry about what any of these guys think. We're all a little rough around the edges, but with the right incentive, I'm sure they'll come around eventually."
For one brief moment, Mic simply stared at Paul, unsure how to feel about his advice. It wasn't often that people told him to consider his own wellbeing. Usually he was more focused on pleasing others. Compassion seemed like such an alien concept.
"I know your commander wants to kill me," Paul eventually stated, breaking the silence, his expression solemn. "I don't know what your stance may be on that, but... I have every intention of fighting back. I'd like it if defense was all I had to worry about, but knowing my friends, things getting messy is likely inevitable. So I apologize in advance for whatever may happen to your fellow angels, be it due to my friends' actions or my refusal to die."
Mic's vacant stare turned sad. He sunk lower into the bed and offered Paul a shrug. "I understand. I appreciate the thought, really. You're a nice guy, Paul. I... I don't want you to die."
The tiniest of smiles crossed Paul's face. "Well, thanks. I mean that. Anyway, I probably shouldn't keep Lobo waiting any longer. Gotta get back to training."
"Okay." Mic nodded as Paul stood back up and started making his way out the door. He wanted so badly to keep the conversation going, but to his utter bafflement, he couldn't think of anything else to say. He didn't feel anxious and discombobulated anymore. The tangled web of questions in his head had vanished altogether. His mind had virtually gone blank, a feeling he absolutely was not used to. It was unsettling, but... peaceful.
"Oh..." Paul suddenly added, stopping in the open doorway. "And one other thing?"
"Y-Yeah?"
"You can drop the Prasino color scheme, Mic. I won't let them hassle you about that either." A smirk, a wink, and then Paul disappeared into the hallway, closing the door behind him.
And there was the anxiety again.
Mic flopped down onto the bed, wings spread to full length, eyes wide, jaw slacked, brain unable to comprehend what just happened. "Check, please..."
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"Alright, so..." Paul paced in a circle, briefly inspecting his newfound training grounds before looking back at Lobo over his shoulder. Whatever he had discussed with the angel captive seemed worlds behind him. He was ready and willing, even eager to become one with the wind again. It just seemed appropriate to seek a change in locale first to avoid unwanted attention. "You sure this is secluded enough?"
Well, at least Loba had a nice collection of novels...
Mic had been keeping himself occupied with Dune, the thick tome resting in his lap as he sat on the bed of the spare room Loba had locked him inside, heedless of the passage of time. There wasn't a whole lot he could do at this given moment. One wrong move and he would lose what little trust he had gained. He had to get close to Paul, but he had to maintain this image of innocence if he was going to stay there. It was a difficult line to walk, figuring out how to actively befriend the dragon man while remaining passive enough not to alert his allies.
Of course, part of Mic knew that sitting here alone in this room wasn't doing him any favors. It was keeping the wary eyes off him, sure, but he didn't feel like any progress had been made with Paul. He didn't expect trust to come immediately –he wasn't that naïve– but he also hadn't expected such a harsh greeting. He might not have been in any pain, but he could still recall the sensation of being kicked while he was down pretty vividly, and it served to send him a clear message that these people saw only Paradiso's actions and not his own.
A heavy sigh escaped Mic's throat as he leaned on his knee and looked away from his book, instead staring at his hand. His green hand. Something about the tone made him feel that much more disgusted with himself. He wished he still had his sketchbook or a device to tinker with. He loved to read, but it didn't distract him quite as well. Then again, maybe he couldn't distract himself with this book because the protagonist shared a name with the man he was trying to cotton to.
What was he even doing here? Sure, he was here to gain Paul's trust as per Liderc's orders, but why was he here? Mic was an inventor, not an infiltrator. More importantly, he didn't want to do this. The idea of luring someone to their death made him feel irrevocably dirty, especially someone so interesting and kind. What would the world be losing if Liderc succeeded? What would at angels lose if he failed? Mic didn't have an answer for either of those questions. All he knew was that he wanted to see Paul again, but he didn't want to go through with his original plan.
He tossed the book to the foot of the bed, flopped back against the wall and stared at the ceiling. Maybe he should come clean about why he was there. If he did, though, would it only worsen the hostility being directed at him? It would definitely compromise his standing with Paradiso if he did, and he still found it morally unbearable to abandon them completely. Oh, how he envied Paul Atreides. How he wished he could see through time and find a future with the least bloodshed.
Actually... speaking of Dune, it slowly occurred to Mic that he never felt the mattress jolt from the four hundred page book landing atop it. When he cocked his head to the side, he found the novel hovering in the open air just a few inches above the bed.
"Mic."
"MUAD'DIB!" Mic squawked, scrambling upright and casting a startled glance at his sudden visitor.
Mysterion stared back at Mic, unperturbed by the angel's volume or current color. He had more important matters to see to. "What're you doing here? Change of plans?"
"Uh..." It took a few seconds for Mic to comprehend the question he was just asked. He looked down at the book again, then quickly checked the clock, instantly reaching the logical conclusion that time had been temporarily frozen. It was just him and the human boy in the hooded cape in this timeless pocket.
But what was he supposed to say? The truth? He couldn't put it past Mysterion to react with the same anger that Paul's friends had. And likely would have if they knew the whole story.
"Spontaneous, but yes. The commander ordered me to... integrate with Paul's team."
Mysterion raised an eyebrow. "I thought you were making headway with that disguising yourself as my civilian identity."
"Well, for research purposes, I was, but this is... something... different." Mic rubbed his neck and stared awkwardly at Mysterion. "Not that I don't appreciate it, but why exactly did you let me do that again?"
"Because you need to get close to Paul. Because through this acquaintanceship, both of you will naturally wind up exactly where you need to be to ensure this timeline doesn't completely collapse in on itself."
"Well, okay, but... you know that Liderc intends to kill Paul, right? I-I don't want that to happen! I'm sure you don't want that to happen, and I know Kelsey doesn't want it to happen! She would throttle me if she knew I was in on the scheme and I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP IT AND KEEP EVERYONE HAPPY!"
"Mic..." Mysterion jumped up onto the bed, down on one knee, his expression firm, serious, but warm. "You can't make everyone happy. You can only do what you believe is right. And the fact that you want my friend to live tells me that you're already on the right track."
"Then what am I supposed to do?" Mic desperately asked the boy. "You say I'm supposed to get close to him, but how do I do that without putting him in danger?"
"You can't. That's the price of war. But this is what he's learning wind magic for, isn't it?"
Mic sniffled a little and cast a somber frown at the floor. "Am I gonna betray my people?"
"If I tell you what happens, it won't happen." Mysterion placed a hand on the angel's arm. "But I can tell you this much. When the time comes, the role you play will make all the difference."
"If you say so..." Mic offered a glum little shrug before turning back to Mysterion. "So do you have any advice for my current predicament?"
"Paul's right outside the door," Mysterion answered, jabbing a thumb over his shoulder. "Once Kendall unfreezes time, you'll figure it out."
Mic straightened up upon hearing this news, his eyes flicking between Mysterion and the door.
"But I need to tell you one thing before I go."
"Huh?" Mic only barely seemed to hear him as his mind began to race, listing probable conversations he might have with Paul the moment he stepped inside.
"I don't exactly know why yet, but by tonight, Paul and a few of his friends will wind up in the desert. When that happens, you need to go with them. Someone will be waiting for you there when you do."
"Paul... Desert..." Mic had all but spaced out by then. One had to wonder if he was still thinking about the dragon man or the Kwisatz Haderach. Or both simultaneously.
Mysterion sighed and shook his head. "Don't hurt yourself, birdbrain. We still need you. Anyway, I gotta go talk to Kelsey. We'll meet again soon."
And then, right when Mic apparently snapped back to reality, Mysterion disappeared. The stillness in the atmosphere seemed to relax. The novel plopped onto the bed.
There came a knock on the door.
"Hi, uh... Minokawa, right? Can I come in?"
Mic went rigid again as that familiar voice struck his hearing ducts. Even though he had been warned that Paul was coming, he was somehow still blindsided by the request. So much so that it took him a good ten seconds to stop fretting about why Paul was here and what either of them would say. "Y-Yeah, sure, come on in!"
The door slowly swung open, making way for Paul to casually step inside. Immediately obvious was the fact that he was holding a water bottle in each hand, one of them already partially drained. "I... thought you might want a drink."
"O-Oh..." Once again, Mic was caught off guard by the gesture, but otherwise found himself unconsciously accepting it. "Thank you."
"No problem." After looking around for a moment, Paul claimed a chair in the corner, pausing to settle in and take a drink. Then he took a deep breath and looked to the angel. "Listen, I just... wanted to apologize on behalf of my friends. Tensions may be high, and I'm sure you at least understand why they feel the way they feel about your people, but that was still no excuse to make it personal. Especially since you weren't being actively hostile."
"Well... um..." Mic's cheeks flushed slightly, prompting him to crack open the bottle and guzzle down a few mouthfuls of water as if to quell the heat. "Thank you..."
"You're welcome." Paul offered a cool but tender smile, leaning forward and resting his elbows on his legs. "I'll try to keep the others in check. Keep them from being too harsh on you. Y'know... until you turn on us."
Mic responded with a weak chuckle, given that the quip was clearly intended as a joke. Then he bashfully grimaced at the wall and ran a hand through his hair. "I hope I didn't upset whatever order you fellows had established."
Paul couldn't help but snicker at the mere suggestion. What order? "It's fine. Everyone seems to be going about their business regardless. Just take care of yourself. Don't worry about what any of these guys think. We're all a little rough around the edges, but with the right incentive, I'm sure they'll come around eventually."
For one brief moment, Mic simply stared at Paul, unsure how to feel about his advice. It wasn't often that people told him to consider his own wellbeing. Usually he was more focused on pleasing others. Compassion seemed like such an alien concept.
"I know your commander wants to kill me," Paul eventually stated, breaking the silence, his expression solemn. "I don't know what your stance may be on that, but... I have every intention of fighting back. I'd like it if defense was all I had to worry about, but knowing my friends, things getting messy is likely inevitable. So I apologize in advance for whatever may happen to your fellow angels, be it due to my friends' actions or my refusal to die."
Mic's vacant stare turned sad. He sunk lower into the bed and offered Paul a shrug. "I understand. I appreciate the thought, really. You're a nice guy, Paul. I... I don't want you to die."
The tiniest of smiles crossed Paul's face. "Well, thanks. I mean that. Anyway, I probably shouldn't keep Lobo waiting any longer. Gotta get back to training."
"Okay." Mic nodded as Paul stood back up and started making his way out the door. He wanted so badly to keep the conversation going, but to his utter bafflement, he couldn't think of anything else to say. He didn't feel anxious and discombobulated anymore. The tangled web of questions in his head had vanished altogether. His mind had virtually gone blank, a feeling he absolutely was not used to. It was unsettling, but... peaceful.
"Oh..." Paul suddenly added, stopping in the open doorway. "And one other thing?"
"Y-Yeah?"
"You can drop the Prasino color scheme, Mic. I won't let them hassle you about that either." A smirk, a wink, and then Paul disappeared into the hallway, closing the door behind him.
And there was the anxiety again.
Mic flopped down onto the bed, wings spread to full length, eyes wide, jaw slacked, brain unable to comprehend what just happened. "Check, please..."
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"Alright, so..." Paul paced in a circle, briefly inspecting his newfound training grounds before looking back at Lobo over his shoulder. Whatever he had discussed with the angel captive seemed worlds behind him. He was ready and willing, even eager to become one with the wind again. It just seemed appropriate to seek a change in locale first to avoid unwanted attention. "You sure this is secluded enough?"